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#38 – Lost.

Canon EOS 500N | Fujifilm Superia 400

Lost

As the day loses light

An hour loses its minutes

A storm loses its rain

And a fire loses flame

 

Trees lose their leaves

The snow will eventually recede

Dawn shall turn to dusk

And it will all come to pass

 

But the optimist loses hope

The heartbroken loses sleep

Her heart loses its beat

She has plunged way too deep

 

She grips on to a mast

But the faithful fails to trust

It is all just too much

 

The lover loses love

And she would like to ask

When will all this pass?

  With love, Emily.

#37 – I Should Have Told You.

Canon EOS 500N | Fujifilm Superia 400

I Should Have Told You

Perhaps we said

Those three words

A little too much;

But even if

We didn’t speak love

With our lips,

It was written in your eyes;

Painted with our hands;

You showed me with a kiss.

 

I thought you were too good

To be true – I knew;

Now I know I should have known

Not once did you speak the truth.

  With love, Emily.

#36 – I Never Told You.

Canon EOS 500N | Fujifilm Superia 400

It’s been pouring with non-stop miserable rain the past two days in Sydney. The past 13 weeks have been tough at uni (what’s new?) – especially the last 2 weeks – and it’s come to the final stretch. I’m extremely excited for the winter break! I’ll have 5 weeks away from the books to relax and get on to doing a long list of creative and adventurous things I’ve been wanting to do. A lot more photography, more writing, more road trips, more food and more fun – can’t wait! I’ve also got some things planned for the blog and a couple of announcements to make, so watch this space!

If you’ve been avidly reading and following along (hello subscribers!), I’d just like to say a massive ‘thank you’! It’s incredibly humbling to know that there are people who like my work, and I really appreciate all the support – honestly. Especially when people are compelled to reach out and tell me that they really liked a particular photo or poem – means the world to me, so thank you. If you come across an image you love or words of mine that resonate with you – if my work relates to you at some level – I would love to know! I’m also open to shoots, road trips, collaborating or other exciting opportunities that will challenge and inspire me as a creative – absolutely anything! You can always shoot me a direct message on Instagram @emilyyyung or send me an email at noiseandnuance@hotmail.com.I’ve been making little waves and small victories in my creative career, and I’m very eager to share it with you (soon) and see where this all takes me.

The forecast for this week shows signs of improvement in weather conditions, meaning I can finally get out of the house (thank god). I hope it’s better wherever you are in the world and life is treating you well x.

For now, I leave you with this poem:

I Never Told You

You know,

All your insecurities

Were never meant to be

Yours and yours alone.

 

Every second thought,

Every question – without a doubt –

Involved me

And involved me completely.

 

But there was irony

In my unknowing.

 

Our choices make us,

But these choices

Are also ours to make.

 

You could have chosen otherwise – you

Made all the difference –

And believe me when I say

You’ve changed in some ways.

 

Every conscious choice you make

Still hurts me terribly,

And I can’t accept that as an apology. 

With love, Emily.

#34 – No end.

Canon EOS 500N | Kodak Portra 400

No End

It starts with you

The butterflies growing

The heart beating

The sparks flying

 

It starts with you

The palm sweating

The spine tingling

The adrenaline peaking

 

It starts with you

The nervous breathing

The hesitant pausing

The anxious waiting

 

It starts with you

The white lying

The mask hiding

The blatant cheating

The downright disgusting

 

It starts with you

The incessant crying

The crude swearing

The soul crushing

Death-defying

 

The feelings lingering

The stomach churning

The eyes burning

The heart wrenching

Truth

 

The downwards weighing

The heart sinking

The almost ending

 

With love, Emily.

#33 – Seven Years.

Canon EOS 500N | Fujifilm Superia 400

Seven Years

Today,

Seven years from now,

If and when

You see me standing

Across the road from you,

Will you have the courage to

Tap me on the shoulder?

Would you have prepared yourself to see

The swelling pain in my eyes

And tell me

How you let me

Pass you by?

Could you then

Finally understand why

You never really apologised

All this time?

 

On this day,

Seven years down the road,

Although we would have paced

Parallel paths

And skewed streets

To get to where

We thought we wanted to be,

I’m unsure if

You would see what I see.

 

Today,

Seven years from now,

I hope you’ll find me

And when our eyes meet,

The distance between us will melt away

Like fog on a summer’s day.

And I hope this time

You’d choose to stay.

 

With love, Emily.